I really do wonder if I am my boyfriends’ dream girl. When I hear him talk about other women he used to date before we met, it sounds like he is not really into kinky busty blondes at all. Before he went out with me, most of his girlfriends used to be brunettes and really smart. I am not saying that I am a dippy blond, but at the same time, I am nothing like the girls he used to date. One thing is for sure, none of his former girlfriends worked for a London escorts service. Maybe he has a secret fetish about London escorts.
My boyfriend would not be the first man that I have met to have a thing about London escorts. Ever since I joined London escorts, I have met a lot of men who are only interested in dating or going out with me because I worked for a London escorts service. I have always taken it in my stride before but this time I feel different about everything. Unlike many of the other men that I have dated, I am genuinely in love with this guy. That to me makes all of the difference in the world.
If it turned out that my boyfriend only wants to be with me because I work for a London escorts service, I am going to be very disappointed. It is true that many men just want to date London escorts because they are escorts. That does not exactly make you feel very good about yourself. As I am so different from the other girls my boyfriend has dated in the past, it does make me wonder if I am some sort of trophy girlfriend. He does have a tendency to spoil me and show me off a bit.
I don’t mind being someone’s arm candy, but I want that person to be honest with me. You can normally tell. Yes, I know that I am very different from his other girlfriends, but I also wonder if that is what he really likes about me. When he talks about his previous relationships, it is clear that he does seem to favor women who are very smart. I am not saying that I can’t hold a conversation, but I do not exactly pack a degree in quantum physics.
Maybe it is just me. I think that I am a little bit insecure at times. Many girls who work for charlotte escorts become somewhat insecure in a personal relationship. I would not be the first girl at our London escorts service to feel that way. It is very common for girls like me to feel that they are not worthy of a good quality personal relationship. Maybe that is what is going on here. I should focus on dealing with my own insecurities and start to enjoy our relationship for what it is. That is going to be a new and exciting learning experience for me.…